Shitty night turned Fun morning

I don't know why i let them get to me. I know they are just trying to be good friends to him, but come on. If him and I can be friendly and talk and not shit talk each other, why do the boys need to be involved. I was hurt really bad last night by some of his douchbag friends. I cried, and cried, and cried till Heather finally calmed me down. I know all that matters is that me and him are cool. Fuck the rest, but I've known these boys for quite some time now and I never expected it from them.

Heather and I went out after the bullshit cry fest and I really wasn't enjoying the amazing company like I should have. Then, since some friends of mine couldn't get into Ipanema, I went with them to cous cous, followed by hanging out at her house. We had a blast. Really cheered me up. Didn't get to bed till 5:30 this morning; And had to wake up only a few hours later to see a friends mom. All in all, the good outweighed the bad...

"Im her mom!" "No shes not!"

NEW ROOMIE!

I was really down about my situation when i was at work the other day, and katie thought it would be a good idea to go look at apartments; so i did. I wasent expecting much, but I found my apartment. A huge 2 bedroom for the right price. I couldnt believe it so I dragged heather out of work to see and she loved it. I was origninally looking for me and another girl. We went to lunch after seeing the apartment so she could tell me her opinion and we ended up talking eachother into living together. I am still giddy about what we are doing and excited I will be living with her. It only makes sense because we are such good friends. She is one of the few people i know are responsible and trustworthy and respectful. And I love Jake(her pup) Its a match made in heaven.

Dentist part deux

Thanks Dr Mueller! your smart ass jokes about my shortness and the fact that my cavity wasen't as bad as you thought it was made my day.two more appointments with you and ill have a healthy smile:-) If your in Richmond and need a dentist:

http://www.grovesmiles.com/
I have Dr Mueller

Should I stay or should I go now

I have been getting a lot of email from family asking me to live with them now that nels and i are split. so i will just say this:

I AM STAYING IN RICHMOND AND TAKING MY CHANCES. I love my ladies and I need them right now and I need my city. Richmond is for me and I am here to stay. Besides, i already got tickets to matt and kim and i love snuggling with Hef...

Facebook

I got on face book. i did it so i could follow info on Richmond Womens collective. so check it out and find me so we can keep in touch

SURPRISE! DC

all in all a fun weekend. we didnt get to see mama hef which was kinda a bummer but we got to see our first hockey game, first dc dance party and first brunch in dc with 2 dollar mimosas. thanks guys for showing us dc. but its not nearly as amazing as richmond! also we had a lil meeting with marshe tonight about Richmond Womens Collective. Im so excited its getting started up again. I think it will be better than ever now that they're are some amazing women contributing to marshes wonderful creation.

C - A - P - S CAPS CAPS CAPS!

DC HERE WE COME!

I have been in Richmond for too long. Its not a long road trip but good enough. HEF and I are going up to see her mama, see some friends, and go to a hockey game. Should be fun. I just wish the weather was nicer. We were really hoping we could go to the Zoo. But I guess that wont happen. Thank goodness I have rain boots now!

HEF

shes awesome. thanks for letting me crash with you till i get situated. Stoked about our road trip this weekend!

yes i work here

and its rad, i know your jealous:-) but its cool, come in and play!

wake up

I woke up this morning feeling a huge load off my shoulders. I think since I was sleep deprived for 3 straight days in a row, that when I was finally able to sleep last night, my brain kind of rebooted. I got plans in the making and I got some awesome friends that will be there next to me when I'm doing them. Last week I was petrified that I would have Nelson to fall back on for everything, but now I now I can handle it. Its going to take hard work and fun times to make this successful, and I'm willing to put in the hours. Thanks nelson for giving me space and not be a jerk. Your a good dude and I hope the next lady can make you happier than I did:-) Because I know I'm a pretty hard act to follow:-P But So are you...

SURPRISE! RICHMOND

thanks SURPRISE ARIZONA for playing at our event and hangin out!

it was a good weekend

Im done

I have to withdraw this semester

Im not going to guam

By best friend is gone

and i have no money

what have i gotten myself into?

I know it will get better. I have a great support system. I'm just going to miss him.